Whatever I do

I can read her like a book but

whatever I do, I keep reading her book

whatever I do

but lately, things have changed

words are dropping out, maimed

not to be replaced

and I wonder will will I ever 

read her book again, somehow, somewhere

the ending has changed,..

it's been a long time,...

but I noticed words are reappearing

I can read the ending again

it's been a long time,... whatever I do

I keep on reading her book

whatever I do

(c) JR. 2024

Happiness

love sometimes,...is the happiness you're not looking for

and sometimes love is the happiness you don't need, ' cause

when love's not happy it will leave

and the happiness you were looking for is a happiness

in the mind that does not exist and above all is not real.

(c) JR. 2024 

Cause love decided to leave

I've been in love with love so many times 

and how it's treated me, granting me wishes

I never thought and never knew of, but now

it's tearing me up and apart, taking down my 

very soul, taking down the very love I knew

taking down my believes, granting me no peace

' Cause love decided to leave, breaking up with me

this very morning, what can I say, she left me, taking down

my very soul, taking my reasons to believe

a wind of change is blowing them in different directions

blowing them to where I can't see, making me blind to what I feel

' cause love decided to leave this morning at 10.03

(c) JR. 2024